Posts Tagged ‘miscarriage’
I Don’t Understand, But I trust You Part 3 by Elaine Broaster-White
Once I finally got settled in the room I dosed off, but was suddenly awakened when the registered nurse came over to take my blood pressure. She asked if I was in pain and I told her that I was in pain and felt crampy. I was so weak I whispered my answers to her.…
Read MoreI Don’t Understand, But I Trust You by Elaine Broaster-White
It’s May 13, 2010, the day after my husband’s birthday and a few days after Mothers Day. I’m sitting at my desk and I get a text that says, “Thanks for everything; I’m still geeking about yesterday’s dinner, cake and balloons.” The text was from my husband. I decided to cook dinner, get a strawberry…
Read MoreI Don’t Understand, But I Trust You Part 2 by Elaine Broaster-White
Why? Why are you allowing me to go through this? These are the questions I asked God. In mid-thought I looked at the clock on my computer and noted that it was five o’clock, time for me to leave and meet my husband downstairs. As I walked to the elevator I felt alone physically and…
Read MoreI Don’t Understand, But I Trust You Part 4 by Elaine Broaster-White
The next few weeks were an emotional rollercoaster. Sometimes I was up and sometimes I was down in the dumps. I felt as though we were being punked not by Ashton Kushner, but by God. I went from blaming myself to blaming God. At times I would shut out the world around me and just…
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